The not so curious life of me

 Couldn't think of a me for this one. Honestly the day I've had that's no surprise. The children are driving me crazy. They've both found some reason to cry about something all day. I've done the coddling the calm down playing with them and still they just have fussed all day. My mind is totally stupid right now. I feel completely drained. I love my children but sometimes it's so hard to remember to stay calm. The all day screaming has frayed my nerves and my anxiety has been playing peek a boo all day. It's so hard to get time to myself when you have two little ones. They're just everywhere all the time. I didn't even get a chance to clean today because I was so busy chasing after them. It doesn't help that my husband and I have different parenting parenting styles. It's so hard to agree. He's more hard when it comes to punishment while I try to be the gentler parent but sometimes I feel when he's getting onto one of them it's un...

 Currently hiding in my room lol. I love my kids but sometimes they just get so loud that I can't even think straight. My daughter is currently trying to fit her hand under my bedroom door. My husband is probably sitting on the couch still while she crawls around. Not that there's anything wrong with her crawling her around lol. She has started walking to. I'm waiting until she realizes it would just be faster for her to walk everywhere instead of crawl everywhere. The sad thing is that she's not even the loud one. My son is. He's three and we are pretty sure has some ADHD going on there. He just gets so loud sometimes that I can't even think and it kills my anxiety. I love him but omg the kid gets the loud. He'll be standing right next to you and scream in your ear as if it's the most natural thing in the world. It drives me crazy. I've been trying to work on him using a little voice for inside and that he doesn't always have to scream. Sometime...